Have you ever been wonder if GOD even cares about you, does he care that you are lonely, hurt, rejected, worried, depressed, or you have everything you like, or desire, but not happy, or you are happy but you feel like something's wrong?
If you would talk in your language to GOD in prayer while performing activities, when your busy or not busy he is able to listen to your heart and see your need for a closeness with him.
He can feel you and know it's hard to open up, he created you, he knows you.
If you will give GOD all your distateful, unpleasant experiences, he will mix them together for your good.
GOD has a higher purpose for you and your situaton.